Sunday, February 25, 2007

Woke up at 6pm yesterday.. received your sms.. kinda expected it somehow when i saw that sms.. my dad ask me if i wanted to join them at auntie's place for dinner.. i didn't want to, cause don't have the mood for dinner.. eventually ordered McSpicy meal to eat as i was hungry..

Slacked at home till abt 11 plus.. left on the bus down to the club.. It's Elf's Birthday, told him i would drop by to find him.. took Jack's cap and your stuff.. my mood is like totally down.. reached at about 12 plus.. pass jack his cap back.. waited for you to reach so i could pass it back to you.. saw you enter the club.. pondered outside whether if i should go in or not.. eventually decided to go in.. pass you your stuff, walked all around the place aimlessly, then u left.. i left club at 4 plus and headed to the nearby market for some food.. at about 6.30am, left for home on a cab.. and here i am once again, blogging..

If there is anything i can do to get back to your side.. i'm willing to do so.. almost any changes.. i don't know why.. but it seems so different this time.. i think this is my fate.. but i want to go against fate just this once.. can i get the chance to talk to you again, by your side.. i really wish i could..

cried at home
cried on the way to club
almost cried in the club